Monday, 29 March 2010.





















duu duu~
duu duu~
...
Raymond: Harrloww...
Me: ohh raymond arh? haha-
Raymond: Mmm... Yo!
Me:... eh??

ROFL!
dunno why he so high just now.


Went to town to meet Wanyi and Chuz at 313@somerset
bought a yellow V neck tee from Esprit
Chuz 'good' idea lor
yellow seh
LOL
though im trying to add colours into my wardrobe, somehow the colour yellow is a pretty big leap
haha
Wanyi got a nice white top while Chuz got a blue

snacked on some beef wrap and a milkshake
urgh, the milkshake was...
so we decided to go for a drink at Wanyi's workplace - A971 cafe
thats when we called Raymond!
hahaha
too bad he couldnt turn up :(
so we went somewhere else to have dinner

got another two more tees from Punk Star, Orchard Point,
just before dinner
one of which is pink (colours!)
and the other - Black and White :D hehe
Chuz got one as well and its Blue and white

Dinner-ed at Shokudo
the shochu nearly kicked my ass
luckily i got Chuz to help me finish the other half of the drink
Wanyi barely took a sip haha
then ordered Asahi beer and played our 'beer game' hehe

Somehow, i don't like my new laptop.
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cant play Metro 2033 (G card not good enough),
slow and hangs twice although its core i7,
and stuff.

aww man...

Yay!
just completed METRO 2033
epic! :D

bourbon
gin
vodka
whiskey
rum
tequila
brandy
cognac

am i missing any hard liquors?

need a drink man...
):

Rain.

hmm i dont have much to post about
except for the fact that im currently UNEMPLOYED (damn!)
so
im basically rottin' at home

hmmm...
looks like i've postponed my photoshoot
honestly speaking
no one agrees about me going and spend 500 bucks without knowing if i can earn it back
some even think its a scam
guess i wont be going after all
damn
this is the messiest shit i've got myself into
100 bucks deposit gone if i wanna back out

._.

sighs.
I really don't know what to do now.
making choices, its a gamble.


went down to Imodels for my interview
(I was approached, FYI)
it was a pretty attractive deal
except for the portfolio part
SGD$590 for the photo-shoot
paid the 100 bucks deposit already
came back home
and mom says I'm stupid
both of them disagree of me, totally
but they've got a point this time:

1. I'm not very good looking, there are tons out there who are better. What makes me think that I will get selected for an Ad/TV?

2. I'm getting broke. I don't even wanna look at my bank balance.

3. $590 for the portfolio, then another $500 deducted from my first job pay makes it nearly 1.1k. Its not gonna come back to me in a short while now, can it? Even the processing takes ONE month! so there will only be calls coming in after one month, and it might not even happen!(refer to points 1 and 4)

4. there are so many people still out there, be it model wannabes or other's waiting to be approached. After i get my first Ad/TV and cleared the 500 bucks they might just throw in tons of new faces to their clients, what chances to I have left then?

5. money problems, they suck. I haven do my poly clothes shopping (get my contacts too!), treat both my family and my god family to a dinner and personal use etc. Will 0.5k left in my bank (after the portfolio deduction) even be enough? Anytime soon there will be people inviting me to drinks here and there :(

6. get another steady paying job? at a time like this? impossible!

7. 8. 9... blah blah blah.
But the point is: I NEED MONEY!!!
...
ARRGGGHHH!

no wonder i look so OLD.


just realized how fucking limited my wardrobe is.
later photo-shoot liao, DIE!
no blazers
no vest
no long-sleeve casual eg. turtle neck
no sports wear
no shoes... zomg! :(
there's practically nothing i have that is required in the list. Damn.


Mental note:
chuz still owe me 27 bucks :P hehe
but 27 bucks against 590 bucks?... Fucks D:


Ultimately, whatever i do or decide... i will regret either ways.
I'm in some REAL deep shit now.

billiards :)

omg am i falling sick?!
gg NOO~

Must. Stop. Drinking. So. Much.

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