din do much 2dae...
nth better to do anyway...
tmr is obs ler...
mi bag is HEAVY...
mum shove mi a 1.5L bottle...
n its filled to the brim! ==

getta grip dude...
r eu goin to hav ur life ruined by jus a person of the weaker gender?
she's justa GAL!
WTF is wrong wif eu?!
...i cant blive im tellin tis to miself...

went 3 places 2dae jus to get new track shoes...
they were either...
too ex
too uncomfortable
not suitable or
no size
== wth sia...
1stly went to BPP
2nd was Lot1
3rd was WestMall

shopped 4 camp equipmentz...
spent $100++ (includin shoe $75)
saw alicia, michelle, n pasmine at westmall
CCA bah? i dunno...
suppose to go shop 4 all these eq wif wenxuan n lingjie...
they goin at nite...
so since im thr alr wif mi mum...
i dun lyk wastin time...
she hlped mi get a suitable lip balm
cos i dunno n nearly bought female lip gloss==
ima noob...
went home aft tt...

lj called ltr at nite...
they dunno whr to get a handfull of items
especially the lip balm...
hear wx choosed those female lip gloss...
peach flavv summore... pink lol
laughed...


...rlly shocked to meet her thr n then...
din noe how to react...
wasnt prepared...
lyk always... she luv to smile
but i cant even force 1...
i SucK lar ==

...tt pure innocent smile of hers...
...warm enuf to melt a cold hart...
...but i hate it...
...cos i noe i cant hav her by mi side...
...or hav her revive mi dead hart...
...4eva...

din went 4 cross country 2dae...
not feelin well...
btw... happy teacher'z dae...

in the afternoon went bak to pri sch...
meet fwens at mac..
kaien was the only boi thr...
all ps him sia... ke lian
the moment i sat down...
tiara glared at mi n said i changed alot...
april replied tt she see mi everydae nvr chng wad
i got change much meh? (okie... maybe mi hair bah)
chat abit n waited 4 long xiang n valerie n zijing
called zhu-net (mi cousin) ask her come
she said she wif her dar dar...
dun wan come ler ==
zijing was the last to come... (pig! ==...)
so slow sia...
left mac n headed 4 pri sch
alot ppl nvr turn up de...
but met many others though...
some bcome paikia ler...
some nvr chnge...
went plae bball with them...
dam fun... cos long time nvr plae liao...
halfway thruu tiara n val joined
i tried dunkin... canot cos jump not high enuf
den plae wif some other peepz
they so pro... we got thrashedd
sat downed n chat tgt...
sylvia came ltr n joined us...
she cant reconise mi! wtf...
she was lyk... hu im i ar...
den wen she found out was lyk... omg eu is tt eu?!...
==
ofcos its mi lar...
b4 she left i asked her if mi hair was nice... xD
yay she sae nice...
but they all sae look lyk birdnest...
maybe its cos i sweat bah... bballin jus now
moved to mac aft tt...
perry laughed at mi voice... he sae vry deep
whr got deep? ==
ate n chat again...
plaed n had fun...
den went home...
on the way met hema... lol
she walk tis way de meh?...


zijing... tuupid phat pig =xx

valerie...

long siang

kai en...

koo fang... she hidin n dun wan mi take pic sia...

april... emo?

owww, mi face pain!...
LOL candid pic of val

wads wif tt look val?...
LOL candid shot 2 hehx




















btw...
koo fang kinda look lyk mi ex sia... serously
i now den realise de...
but mi ex cuter... xD
no offence! =x


...maybe i shld jus 4get bout eu lar...
its jus 1 sided...
not healthy...
sua!
n cos i feel vry xtra sia...
sian...
i rlly cant bear to face eu...

Results SUX...
fail 4 sub...
-Eng 33.0
-MT 33.0
-Amathz 48.3
-Comb. humanities 49.9 (wtf?!)
passed the rest...
one word... screwed ==

got an earfull bcos of tis...
but it taught mi sumting too
n i learned more bout mi parents...


tis mornin rained...
went to the canteen...
played wif alphabet cookiies n formed tis...

kinda lame... cos......
y her?... dunno wad im doin den...
im retarted... i tink (wait... y m i even postin tis?)

anyway... sowie nicholsen
din noe eu dun lyk tt boobz pic...
peace =]
after class mi n a grp of peepz (sowie 4got name ps) were 'lucky' enuf to witness flies matin in progress...
staredd at it dam long...
1st time see gals so interested in flies matin instead of human =xx
lol jkjk...
den we craped about the 2 poor thingy... kena disturbed summore...

din go 4 teachers dae celebrations...
sowie cherz...
went LAN 4 nth sia...
wx sae goin plae cs...
instead all dota-ing...
==
tio scam...
cos i dun plae dota
cheekiat bo muny pay
beg ppl hlp him pay... especially josh
made himself a laughin stock...


is it true?...
tt eu lyk tt guy?...
eu do... dont eu?...
anyway im not in any position to ask...
im sowie...
im jus crapin (again bah)
cos i cant bear the fact...
its jus lyk gettin shot in the head...
1 knock n ur out... hard
...ouch...

gettin sleepless nitez recently...
head dam pain...

tis mornin geog nearly fell aslp...
over exhaustion? nah... jus too tired bah, small fry...
slept abit at ss cos cher nvr come...
den at cs we received our test paperz...
disappointed... got only 18/30 =/
miss lye even wrote on mi paper tt i can do better...
eng after recess... did oral practice (all slacked actually =p)
nicholsen did tis


lol...
he stuffed newspaper in his jacket n it kinda form 'boobs'...

emaths was the worst...
failed a test! omgg...
1st fail emaths test sia...
dam...

mdm goi din came to Robotics 2dae...
slacked in the room n visited blogs...
went to see kangwei n his dance performance
he's slow==
dismissed early...



she waved a hi at mi tis mornin...
i tried to force a smile...
din work well... fk
den the same ting happen during recess...
she came to mi class...
said hii to mi...
once again i tried to smile...
failed...
so both times i jus reply her wif a dull look n a cold hi...
tink i mite as well kill miself...

happy(almost) to get mi phone bak... finally got entertainment ler...
chinese lesson got test nvr study...
...die liao...

alot ppl tried the Cinnamon flavv Eclipse ler...
almost all sae suc...
Andy n Hema seem to love it...
Valyn lyked it at 1st... den gave a disgusted look in the end wen she bite it...
as 4 the candy box?... gone wif Nicholsen...

Mr low wasnt here 4 our lesson... no doubt we saw him tis mornin...
well, he actually left school in a hurry tis mornin...
Slacked anyway... gd thing

Amathz in the afternoon after pc...
got bak test results...
passed... yay
SEP 2dae was the last lesson...
rained n nvr got to plae... dam...
collect certificate n went home... alone

After SEP... some1 told mi she was chattin wif a boi on the phone n sae tt she is stolen away frm mi ler...

...so wad? big deal... ...i dun giv a dam... ==

i lied... hu m i kiddin anyway...

even an idiot can tell...

...tt bitter feelin in ur heart...

...jealousy...

...its strong... ...its cruel... ...its painful...

shld i go on? im jus dyin wif every step...

din do much 2dae...
spend some time fiddlin with mi blog
add some new features to it...
enjoy...

tis mornin went to isetan orchard wif eric to get mi phone send 4 repair...
zhi ying told mi 12pm shop close ler...
...zy eu liar...
after tt we went to borderz cos eric got $40 voucher can use thr...
in the end bought nth...
it started to rain when we got out...
so we took MRT to Vivo cos orchard rainin vry hard walk walk see see...
had lunch thr... walked round...
den saw some bread tt looks n feels lyk bread but not edible de (we nearly took a bite!) at Action City...
got faces on them cute sia... ><
Daiso thr walk walk...
all $2 stuff... cheap but dunno if gd quality
almost bought a hair band... lol
bought new Gobstopper frm Candy Empire... sour type de...
thr oso got cinnamon flavv de Eclipse... wow
finally went home...

had 2 mathz test tis mornin...
screwed both up... din do well ==

CCA 2dae...
Mr yap(ex-trainer) return to see us...
the 1st thing he told mi was mi hair...
...messy...
den after CCA planned on playin bball
it rained... dam

tmr nid get mi phone 4 service - ...display gg...
cya...

Jus another dae...
get up, survive, go bak to bed ==

tmr, 2 mathz test... GG


...go slp ler buaizz...

lol